another paper down today. gosh, i seem to have never-ending workloads. i was really burned out these few days. the feeling of sleeping and then waking up to study and then going back to sleep again… ah totally sucks! and my E proposal has been giving me a headache and i literally dozed off infront of my comp at 2am.

so deb dyna and me went chompchomp aft the pp today and i guess it’s been like months since i’ve had such a feast. HAHAHHAHAHA. anw audchoo was super retarded yday. she was trying to walk down the escalator which was actually going up. HAHA. but nvm, i love how retarded she is. HAHA. 

sigh, i’m having a sorethroat, which means NO DURIANS FOR ME. why god, why am i treated this way. boohoo

pictures of angels..haha..actually im just referring to the one in black short shorts, haha..

fyi, i do count my blessings.

HOWDY~ finally this long awaited wkend has finally made guest appearance! oh gosh, i’m not off the hook yet as i’m having more tests coming up next wk and more presentations to go! but it’s okay, all work and no play makes jill a dull boy. had soymilk session with chew, eileen and chester last night. so funny! we kept talking, and even talked about about spooky and ghostly stuff. today was as good as last night, met up with brian kobayashi for starbucks and he passed us some souvenirs which was imported back from tokyo. how nice can he get!? but time flies when good times are spent tgt, ):

tea leaves and BANANA CAKES! they’re really yummy and authentic. love it 

i realize he’s posing in an awkward manner, and i think i found out why is that so. hahaha.

cuz he’s much taller than me. haha., thats better.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren’t afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.You should major in:Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

You Should Drive a Ferrari

Sleek and sexy, style has a lot of importance in your life. And you’ll pay a lot to look good!

Your True Love Is an Aries

Why you’ll love an Aries: An Aries has the red-hot seduction skills to woo you. Never boring, an Aries will give you the romantic challenge you crave! Why an Aries will love you: You have the intensity and energy to go head to head with your Aries…And the undying passion to keep an Aries coming back for more.

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You are not a particularly modest person. You’re proud of who you are, and you don’t care who knows it.You are incredibly cautious. You rather miss out on something than make a mistake. No one would ever call you wild… but they would call you responsible. You are a fairly open minded person with a wide range of tastes. You are quite accepting of unusual ideas and people. You tend to have a one track mind. You prefer not to multitask. You are a serious and contemplative person. You definitely do your own thing in life.

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you’re weird… But too damn weird to do anything about it!

The Keys to Your Life

Anything good in your life comes from your ability to play and be free.The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it. Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions. Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes.

You Should Be a Doctor

You are practical, sharp, and very intuitive. Optimistic and energetic, you are a problem solver who doesn’t get discouraged easily. You are also quite compassionate and caring. You make people feel hopeful. You’re highly adaptable and capable. You do well with almost any curve ball life throws at you.You do best when you: - Are always learning new subjects - Use your knowledge to solve problems You would also be a good therapist or detective.

‘m totally oblivious to my surroundings.

i don’t care and i can’t be bothered, ANYMORE. and trust me, i mean every word i say.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY

SWEETIE PIE BESTIE

JAMIE LIM MINGMEI!

8 yrs of best-friendship and still ongoing, i thank god for a close bestie like you (: love you girl <3 24th June ‘08 

ROARS! first day of sch! not that bad, though i only had 3 hours of slp the previous night sigh because i couldnt get back to my usual body clock.

aft sch went to lunch with aud. she is super cute lah. aft we bought our food, we went back to our seats and suddenly, i saw something rolling out from her plate. i was like wondering wth was that and yes, it was her samba egg. so random can. poor aud, so i cut half of mine for her. heehee. went to f21 at vivo to get my hoodie aft lunch.

ROM presentation was not that bad. i mean at least i tried my best alr. heh. so because we had ROM presentation and because our resort is beach&villa-themed…

tell me that i dont look like a maid please. haha. cuz aud and ekwek told me i look like one when i was trying out at e’s house. they just like to bully me. ): chew was like laughing at us when he first saw us in sch.

alright, i hope that this wk will be over soon. i really hate the truckloads of stuff i need to do. boohoos

and i begin to feel that…my room is like my office.

i guess one of my flaws found out not long ago is to assume and judge.

kinda feeling terrible and guilty when i found out the truth cuz i realize i assume too much and have misunderstood many people and their thinkings. well, i think i’m the one who is problematic instead of everyone else, really. :] i’m tryna change yeah, though no one told me negative things about myself straight to my face, i think, sometimes, i myself have to find out instead relying on other ppl, and i think i should stop doing and talking without thinking. alright, im not tryna be emo here, really, just tryna gain some ’self-actualisation’ elements in my life, ’make the most out of their abilities and strive to be the best they can’. ha! frankly speaking, these few weeks i’ve been rather upset over some things and i struggled a little, (key-phrase: a little) and i thought i’ve lost too many things and let go of too many, but hey, i realize that i was wasting too much time on giving in to my emotions, im really thankful for fate that i have a few good friends in my life, just a few real and true friends in life and i’m satisfied alr (:

sometimes when i’m feeling terrible, friends tend to make me forget about my worries and fill laughters into my life, it’s just so magical. (OK i bet this is so hilarious) it’s like i’ve even dreamt of laughing with my one of my friends. and i laughed too loudly till i woke myself up. wadda hell right. haha. that taught me a lesson not to laugh too much in the day.

i dont wanna waste any more time, really, i just wanna focus. cliche, i know. i’m alr EIGHTEEN (SEPT 10 SEPT 10), not EIGHT. i’ve to stop behaving immaturely (is there such word?) hehe.

alright, sch’s gonna re-open on mon. 2 proj presentations, 1 proj submission and 1 test fall on this coming week. whee, it’s gonna be really tiring. but anyhow, i’m still excited for school. wheee.

HOWDY PEEPS!

so two weeks of holiday have vanished into thin air, i suppose. and the fact that sch’s gonna reopen in one week time frigging turns me off. okay so lemme just list down what i’ve accomplished during the hols:

1. started and finished reading that bk by marian keyes in about 3 days time, (minus the time when i accidentally dozed off, shit and eat. (obviously shit and eat are not directly related, at all.))
2. lost 3kg
3. caught SIX movie shows (all online)
4. has returned to abnormal body clock.

er, never mind that, the conclusion made was that i did not accomplish much during these two weeks. ha. i’m left with ONE MORE WEEK and i’m so not excited for this week because it’s gonna be project-intensive week! and after this week, i’m still not off the hook yet as tests and proj deadlines would be coming up soon after that.

i visited science centre with my teammates on monday, and and and, it was quite fun though, i was half expecting that it might just bore me to the core but hey, i was wrong, the visit to science centre has stimulated my interest in Science. Aw, too bad i’m no longer associated with Science anymore, not now, and not in the future. One of the staff, studying in ntu currently, was helpful enough to provide some answers to our questions, even though he was just working there part time,  but still he managed well in answering our questions.

alrighty, pictures!

I LOVE CHICKS! so cute, awww.

just look at Samsee on the electric-shocking chair. apparently she was far too curious on how electricity works. hee hee.

HAHA!!! when i kept shouting ‘Grip tighter! grip tighter!’ she was screaming ‘AWHHHHH SHUT UP! SHUT UP!” she was totally distraught. HAHA!

yes, childish edwin tryna hit samsee’s head with the flipflop.

Eileen and Aud seemed to be engrossed in that God-knows-whats-that-science-thingy-called.  

we’re standing infront of the SHORT & FAT, and i call it the dwarfy MIRROR! I sure did look fat and short. ugh. omg.

OKAY! Shall get back to the cruel reality…the world of projects, assignments, deadlines, bla bla bla.

Cause finally I realize that I’ve been living in my own illusions

And that I’ve always been oblivious to my surroundings

A world of darkness I’m living in

Was the consequence of giving up things you could hardly get

dear diary,

i’m thrilled because of the number 47.

xoxo,
Celine